How to find your good place, and fighting temptation.

Now, I am trying to fight being down, as the whole premise of this blog is to sing, dance and be happy. But no one is ever 100% happy, and if they are they may well have a screw loose. I do think it is good to be honest, though that in itself can be difficult. The two resolutions I have on here 1, slimming/getting fitter 2, saving. Will bring happiness if I succeed in them, and you do get an enormous sense of well being and happiness when you fight temptation of doing the easy thing, and you do the right thing.

So to describe my happiness you have to put in conjunction with the feeling on unhappiness. This week I have succeeded to walk to the doctors, college and walk. I could have any point, especially with the snow we have had this week, become weak and gone and spent money on travel. This has made me happier and also made me fitter.

Diet is still a struggle, but yesterday I was back in the swing of work and the previous 2 days I had college, where I would have snacked at break I managed to go without. At the time you are fighting the pangs of a perceived starvation but afterwards you feel good for not giving in.

Now for the blog itself, I have several ideas, and I need to get into the swing of regular routine with this, as I think I can channel my energy for eating and spending into this, so get a reward from than a feeling of failure for giving in to temptation. So I have succeeded with exercise, succeeded in saving and not spending. I have still the challenge of eating less and cutting down on the sugar. so far so good.

and now for the music. what else but Temptation by Heaven17 me thinks. Found this fantastic version performed at the Whitby goth weekend.